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CoLaboratively Speaking: Perception of art within the Arts.

NB: The following was written for a conservatoire project; however as I think it makes an important point, I have reworked it to post here. It contains less debate &/or humour than previous articles which you can read by clicking here, here & here. I currently have access to limited footage/audio from the performances. However, you can expect to see follow up posts containing these in the upcoming weeks.

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All art yearns to be shared. As a creative artist, I give freely to the world everyday, whether it be with the markings on my face, clothes on my back or the music I play. All of the arts are highly responsive crafts; composed, indulged and created as a response to what we sense or feel. Instant reaction, appreciation & feedback from others therefore are the ultimate gratification and stimulus a creative artist can receive. At a conservatoire, practicing alone for hours on end it is easy for musicians to forget this. Music even at its most chaotic, by very definition, is structured. It is a process of organized sound even in improvisation heavy jazz music, relevance always existing in the applications of harmony, form, phrasing or style. These things, not without valid reason, take primary focus in the study & practice of music. The reward therefore often comes from self-indulgence or self-improvement rather than through connections.

In recent weeks I have come to learn that dance possesses an incredibly different approach. The practice & execution of dance is fundamentally receptive to people & the world around them. It is based on spatial & bodily awareness including the transfer and placement of weight. While a music student’s schedule is dominated with individual practice time, a dance student’s day is preoccupied with group classes. The sharing of their art is constant & embedded into their doctrine. For dancers, connections, not just within their bodies but between people as well, are fundamental to how they work & rehearse. It is unsurprising then, that the basis for the project ‘We’ came from a dancer.

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‘We - Original compositions from both music and dance experimenting with the soundscapes and textures of electronic music and the connections between people.’

The quote above is the sum of the details I had before entering this project. The then foreign aspect of working with dancers & understanding their perceptions of music was not what initially excited me about the project. My current infatuation with various forms of electronic & intelligent dance music instead got me enthused. My interpretation of ‘connections’ was that of improvising & jamming with the other musicians within a highly interactive genre of music. This included evoking heavy world music influences. The musicians, including myself on electric harp, Paul Ooi as composer/producer & Jennah Smart on flute, began rehearsals a week prior to the dancers arrival. With these rehearsals it was evident that my preconceptions were not wrong; Jennah & I spent time playing and manipulating the main theme over Paul’s electronic backing, which did indeed contain many world elements such as a tambura section. Through our discussions further world music elements were included into the composition such as African drumming patterns, samba beats and eastern scales. These sessions however were primarily to gain a firm grasp on the material & each other’s playing styles before full rehearsals. It was quickly apparent that there was little we could develop until the dancers’ introduction when we could observe how our product served. Before the project had officially started, by creating music for a purpose outside of our usual classes we were already being forced to consider connections & responses then act accordingly.

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Paul would trigger effects & loops he had created within a project on Ableton Live.

Upon first meeting the dancers it was very clear that despite being music & dance being so tightly intertwined, they exist in very different worlds. Soon it became evident that my role in the project was not as clear as previously envisioned. My comprehension of how dancers worked with music existed largely from films I had watched focusing on either ballet or hip-hop in which dancers predominantly used set choreography or a definite story. Being a harpist further enshrined this, an important part of our repertoire being the great classical ballets of Tchaikovsky. Naturally, I was extremely thrown by the hours spent on ice breaking games and peculiar workshop exercises. This way of working was so different to how musicians interact; at times it became difficult & frustrating because from our perspective there was an apparent lack of progress. Even when preparing heavily improvised pieces, the architecture & practice of that music is no different from the strict repetitive nature of learning any other piece. I assumed contemporary dance would behave in much the same way. I now discern how these workshops, and the musicians participation in them, were essential to our operating & connecting as a group and ergo the success of our project. At the time however, it seemed too much emphasis was placed of lying on the floor ‘feeling’ as opposed actualizing the material.

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Many of the dancers’ workshops centered around carrying each others’ weight.

The open environment allowed for a very free flowing exchange of ideas and soon led to enquiries from the dancers as to how musicians evoke music. The emphasis musicians place on phrasing & structure made me conceive our role as the narrators. The dancers were playing out & reacting to the scene we described with our music and in turn our scene evolved as moving objects were placed in it. The coherence & unity of these scenes grew as the week progressed largely due to lengthy discussions of the image Paul, Jennah & I felt the music depicted. Even with our very different methods of advancing our art, a consistent interpretation of the material across the musicians & dancers ensured our functioning as a tight unit. Throughout the duration of both project & performance nothing felt forced or stagnated due to lack of enthusiasm, participation or interest. This what I believe to be the driving force that generated the overwhelmingly positive response to our performances. The commentary said much of how bonded we were as a group as well as our engagement with the audience. Everyone was in sync, everyone connected. Our ultimate outcome & initial objectives were one of the same.

However, what I ended up loving about the project was so much more than what I initially expected to enjoy. Though the act of playing an instrument is physical, musicians lack a tangible product. The dancers being there not only gave us something physical to respond to but also supplied us with a visible result of our music. It allowed us to see instantaneous feedback & indulgence of our work. The immediate gratification as we were playing was exhilarating, especially as it is something we seldom experience in the classical world. Emotions at the end of the project were running high with renewed realization of how strong my desire is to share my art, display what music can offer, and reverberate it off it and other creatives. Despite the vast & varying approaches among the different disciplines, this is the basis from whence every artistic medium evolved. We all strive for the same fulfillment; we strive to share.

x Maya

I would love to know if my usual readers would be interested in more of these posts, discussing my work as a musician? The ranting & raving articles will remain of course but if people find interest in these then I will post more.

The Freak Factor

Nicki Minaj, Lady Gaga & John Cage.

What are the first things that come to mind when you hear those names? Most likely a contorted face screaming ‘You a stupid hoe’, a pop artist scantily clad in meat & an entire orchestra performing 4 minutes 33 seconds of silence. 
With all of these individuals, we get left with the sensation of doing things just because rather than for any musical purpose. There is a joke, the truth of which I’m not certain, that a janitor/stage hand had cleaned out the piano of all the junk lying on the strings before a performance of Cage’s prepared piano sonatas; Cage sat down to perform & upon hearing the first chord, screamed & ran off stage. The audience all clapped because they believed that to be performance. I could imagine a similar situation occurring at a Nicki Minaj show. *The motive behind much of Cage’s works, like with the actions of Minaj & Gaga, seem to be largely a brash grab for attention or being different purely for the sake of it. ‘It’ in many instances, being notoriety & money.

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As an example take Lady Gaga. She exists as a business entity, not an artistic one. Some may find it curious to state so due to the nature of her dress; however, it only takes a quick google search to find videos/interviews which clarify that Gaga’s image was manufactured to sell records rather than a development of personal style. Furthermore, is it really that different a business model to what Madonna was doing 20 years ago? Do something outrageous & people will pay attention, whether it warrants it or not. The evidence of this was splashed everywhere last year, which was John Cage’s centenary; even after his death people are still paying to sit through silence



However, this need to alarm & annoy has now become tediously overdone. It is merely a competition on who can out-freak the other in order to grab more tabloid space. This not only belittles & cheapens the art form but distracts from the content itself. This could be viewed as a good thing, as certainly in the case of pop artists, the content is often unchanging & unremarkable. The freak factor therefore is needed to differentiate between near identical music & stand out in an ever saturated market. However, this not only reflects negatively upon the music business but contaminates the art forms it exploits for these purposes. High fashion, already little understood as an art form (as I have written about previously), is being pawned off as a way for would be A-listers to compete for column inches rather than for the incredibly evocative medium that it is. What is more baffling however, is that classical music feels the need to make a spectacle of itself in much the same way.

I was involved, not out of to desire, in one of the many centenary celebrations of John Cage last year. The works performed that day were not exclusive to those composed by John Cage but were all contemporary classical. What I found remarkable about them, is that many required visuals/explanation to even realise that this was the musical performance. Others were completely discordant, many with little direction (or none in the case of 4’33) given by the score. With the latter, I find it difficult to accept that the composer should be given credit in the performance at all. 

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For all the superiority complexes the classical music world have over the pop industry, we have fallen into the same pitfalls of utter ridiculousness. The ‘Classical’ Freak Factor may not be as overtly money grubbing but the attention seeking gimmicks are still there, aiming to shock or distance music from its very definition till the term music does not seem acceptable anymore.

In a time when classical music is endangered among the younger generation, clinging to these ways further alienates an already distant audience. It is possible to captivate, test and innovate in music far beyond dresses made of meat, frying mushrooms on stage, smashing up instruments & even atonality. Musicians should have faith that their own personal style can grow into something new rather than resorting to the tried & tested ways of challenging consumers. The freakathon between the likes of Minaj, Gaga & Ke$ha are no more outrageous than the snobbery that still exists around new compositions which sound ‘too pretty’.

The time has come for us to realise ‘The Freak Factor’ has been exhausted. This racket is old & tiresome and we all look like idiots.

It’s time for change.

Maya x

*I know I’ll get some backlash from this so I thought I’d explain: I do appreciate that Cage’s contributions to music have been important. However, I do think his work is overrated & his style needs to stop being viewed as ‘current’, which is the main point of this post. On a separate note, some of his works are infuriating & with analysis it becomes evident that he did do things just to be difficult ie. shortening rests in micropatterns so they won’t add up to 32 beats. Furthermore, if you do the maths most of the micropattern analysis that is applied to his work is just wrong. Overall, I think much (NOT ALL) of his work needs to be thought of as performance art, not music. 

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There is an issue with how women are depicted but Playboy isn’t it

It was new years and as I was getting ready I received a phone call from the friend I was about to go meet for celebrations. She had a request for me. Now I’m the kind of person who is extremely OCD when it comes to clothing; if I think x goes best with y I will be in a piss poor mood the entire day if someone makes me wear z. Fully comprehending this, she asked that I cover my legs when we went out. My brain went into panic mode as I realised this would entail a complete change in make up and ensue a colour coordination nightmare. Not to mention, I didn’t want to because I’d feel uncomfortable - like I’d have to go up and explain to people that I don’t usually dress so boring, especially on occasions such as new years. She rattled off a multitude of reasons but the one that struct me the most was the one that she always came back to, self respect.

This is an issue I have been faced with on countless other occasions but I can never seem to get my head around it. What the hell has my clothing got to do with self respect? I have the power to wear whatever I so desire and have the confidence and creativity to pull together combinations that I am immensely proud of. I’m proud of who I am, what I wear & how I wear it down to how I apply my lipstick in the morning. I do it for me. To be told that this is somehow demeaning myself is heartbreaking and moreover infuriating as I feel what I am doing is the polar opposite. 

Self respect is defined as proper esteem or regard for the dignity of one’s character. I believe this involves having faith in yourself and moreover, your choices. Surely succumbing to other people asking me to dress differently as they believe it shows little self worth would be second guessing my own judgement and choices? Choices that make me happy. Every choice we make in our lives defines who we are as a person. Therefore, every choice in our own lives that we let someone else make is belittling our own self worth. Self respect has nothing to do with your cleavage or vagina. It’s about recognising that you have the ability to be in complete control of your facilities and not letting exterior pressures stop you from executing that power. That dress you adore but never wear because it’s too risqué, don’t you love how you look in it? Then wear it god dammit! You want to dance on that pole but people will think your a slut if you do? So you stand around doing something that is second best to you because that’s what other people want? Yeah, that makes sense. You obviously respect yourself a ton…………..  

So, why do we attack women who are in control of their facilities?

Yes ‘feminists’, I’m pointing the finger at you.

The thing that inspired me to write this was not the event or countless others I’ve had like it which I described above but to do with something that has cropped up among peers of mine on the subject of feminism and ‘lads’ mags’. Apparently these magazines are degrading and shouldn’t be on display. Is it really that degrading though? I happen to think it isn’t and calling them so is in fact anti-feminist. If anything, it shows how far we’ve come as a society in embracing sexuality from the days of ‘The Notorious Betty Page’ where seemingly tame photographs were forced onto the black market and could result in jail time.

Women should not be made to feel ashamed of their bodies, sexuality or what they choose to do with them. These things should be embraced and celebrated, especially by those claiming to be feminists. These women have enough confidence in their own skin to use it to their advantage. Attacking that surely undermines your own cause and is frankly just childish? As a woman, degrading other women who have a made a living for themselves by asserting their womanhood is at it roots, anti-women

We are in a society where we as women can do so much. We can embrace our sexuality and be provocative and alluring without worrying if it will disgrace our prospects to become housewives. This petty name calling gives off the impression that you can have your sexuality or a career, your sexuality or respect. Why can’t we retain both? That’s what feminism should be doing but instead it’s pushing these things further and further apart, attacking the media and models. Once it was thought women could not marry and have children while pursuing a demanding career. Recent discussions and observations among my peers have led me to believe that maybe we haven’t come that far from those times. I’m not saying that all these industries are free of indiscretions. They all have their misgivings but these are hardly relevant when so-called feminists do not know what it means to respect other women and their choices and in turn, what it means to respect themselves. Instead we cook up melodrama about magazines on sale at the newsagent. Big deal, she has her tits out. When was the last time you heard a guy complaining about sexism in advertisements with scantily clothed men that are so prevalent? These things you’re making into issues, they’re not and by making them issues you are reflecting badly upon all women and feminism itself.

Please, get over yourselves. 

Like this? Please take a look at ‘One step forward, two steps back? Concept Albums, Mixtapes, Classical Music & Generation Y’ & ‘I judge you on your music taste’.

Maya x


I judge you on your music taste

Spotify posting to Facebook has made me seriously lose respect for a lot of people. I think I’m going to have to take anyone who posts about Ed Sheeran off my news feed to prevent ranting at immature people WHICH END UP WITH EVERYONE TYPING LIKE THIS. Especially when they don’t understand how much I love arguing for the sake of it so get seriously offended and decide out of spite that all music I produce from hence forth is crap. This is a shame because the kind of people who listen to Ed Sheeran would probably listen to my stuff to show how ‘alternative’ and ‘indie’ they are or whatever…

We all do it though, we judge people on what they listen to and so we should; music taste can tell us an awful lot about a person. We associate different genres, artists etc. with different cultures, sub-cultures and personality types. We stereotype and have over-generalisations embedded into our sub-conscious that make us want hit anyone who mentions Lana del Rey. Here are a few of mine:

‘You’re such a good singer. You should audition for X Factor!’

No, no and no. You have just made your compliment completely obsolete by referencing the X Factor. If you see reality tv as showcase of musical talent and ability then your opinion means nothing to me. In fact I’m actually quite insulted that you’d even associate me with the people on that show. My opinion of you has just hit rock bottom. Why the hell do people over the age of 12 watch X Factor? Please don’t talk about it in my presence and please don’t say ‘There are actually some good people this year, you should watch it!’ or comment on the strength of someone’s performance. I’m having a hard enough time taking your opinions on anything to do with the arts (and just about everything else) seriously.

‘I listen to mostly RnB’

I don’t think once has anyone ever surprised me here and said how much they love Diana Ross  & The Supremes or Martha Reeves & The Vandellas. It’s really tragic what RnB is now and most of it is complete shit. You’re either very culturally unexposed or not particularly intelligent. 

‘I only listen to music from the 60s, all new music is dead.’

I know this may seem a bit hypocritical at first as the bulk of the music I listen to is older music and I do agree (see rant above) that much of popular music now has gone to shit. That doesn’t mean there isn’t good music out there though!! Only listening to the classics makes you just as bad as the people who only listen to the top 40 and ignore the greats. Stop trying to imitate your heroes. You will never be Jimi Hendrix, or Lou Reed or Debbie Harry or Kurt Cobain. By trying to be you are belittling what they produced. These people you admire pushed boundaries. They did something new. Take influence from them but make that into something more, drawing on and taking advantage of the things that have happened in the arts since your heroes’ glory days. New music isn’t dead but it’s people like you who are killing it.

‘I’m really into the post-hardcore/nu-rave-wave/neo-jungle/alternative-indie/modernist-metal/garage-grunge/electric-folk/nu-classical/baroque-rock scene at the moment’

You made that up. If you didn’t the artists that consider themselves that either have an excellent sense of humour or need to be shot. Stop being a pretentious twat. You probably just listen to indie music. Or hip hop that isn’t in the top 40. A lot of it is probably mainstream. Oh you knew them before they were big? Unless they’re your friends or you have mutual friends or something and are about to tell me some amusing anecdote which would mean that your statement actually had a point.. I really couldn’t give a fuck.

‘I love ‘unremarkable or frankly terrible female singer’. Her voice is so unique’

No it isn’t. Singing in a stupid accent is just disguising that they can’t really sing or they’re trying to attract the ‘indie’, ‘hipster’ or ‘young and fresh’ crowd. It’s nasal. It’s bad technique. It’s bending notes because you can’t hold a pitch or singing in a stupid airy voice to ‘show musicianship’ because they haven’t developed their range above C5. It’s a shame because some of these singers can actually sing (I know I slated X Factor but Diana Vickers was actually fantastic in Little Voice, well worth watching) but their own personal style is crap.

‘I used to like her but she’s just so overplayed now and she did that dumb commercial’ or ‘I deleted her album when I saw her wearing fur at the VMAs/found out she was a Tory’

To stop listening to music that you like, that you have previously enjoyed and listened to because the artist has ‘sold out’ or wears fur or has some other political/social view that you disagree with is just petty and stupid. The music is the same and what it means to you doesn’t have to be what it means to them. Wagner was anti-semitic but that doesn’t change the fact that he was one of the great composers of the 19th century - he wrote some bloody incredible music for fucks sake. Please, get over yourselves.

‘I like Blink-182, MCR, Paramore, Green Day and Fall Out Boy’

Fucking pop punk. I am cringing. The phrase ‘pop punk’ in and of itself is contradictory, a complete oxymoron. It’s just wrong. And emo and pop punk are the same thing, emo just has more of a superiority complex because they think it’s not pop punk. It is. You have nothing to be superior about. Please just stop talking and don’t you fucking dare use Led Zeppelin, Nirvana or AC/DC in the same sentence.

‘I only listen to music I can dance/mosh to’

Unless you’re like me you dance and mosh to just about everything (Mahler’s 3rd & Dvorak’s New World are two of my current favourites), I assume you mean only house, drum and bass, dub etc. or on the flip side: heavy metal, emo, punk, screamo and the like. You really do deserve to die.

‘Can you change the radio station from this classical shit? Oh, it’s your iPod..’

I do put on classical music at parties quite often but only towards the end/the next morning when its all become quite chill and pretty much wound down. It’s not shit, these composers were musical geniuses and rockstars of their day. I’m not going to rant because I’m probably quite drunk and find it quite funny. It is kind of hilarious when it happens actually, a little sad though.. very, very sad…

‘My favourite band are the Killers/Scouting for Girls/shit indie-pop band that makes songs that all sound the same with terrible lyrics’

I quote: I’ve got soul but I’m not a soldier. Really? REALLY?!?!!

Of course these assumptions are in many cases far from the truth. What someone listens to can be very misleading as to the type of person that they are. If you didn’t know what I looked like but knew that I was die-hard classical music fan you probably wouldn’t envisage a girl covered in sparkly things wearing 6 inch heels and suspenders. As someone who is often unfairly judged for a whole host of reasons I try to keep an open mind. As a result some of my closest friends listen to complete crap. As a musician as well it is especially important not to disregard an artist, let alone an entire genre. You are unlikely to progress very far if you limit your influences. While I agree the top 40 is generally terrible, there are things that can surprise and inspire you. Maybe it’s a drum beat or vocal effect they’re using? You don’t have to use it in the same way. Equally, not listening to classical music because ‘it’s long and boring’ is just being ignorant.

So if you listen to Ed Sheeran I might not block you from my news feed or rant at you every time I see you but do forgive me if I find it a little hard at times to take your opinions on some (most) things seriously and take the piss out of you a little (a lot). Terribly sorry.

Maya x